Leaving

I have started my private life of staying single, where I use to stay in single sharing room from now on... Hahaha, what a nice Valentine's present to me! Yippie.... I can shout, can sing, can do anything I want without being restricted by anyone else. These few days, I have been enjoying the freedom of crazy around my own room, and this is going to be continuous till May. Hahha!

After May, I will leave my uni soon. In Jan, I left my training campus. This year would leave me sad momentary memories, which I had left my training campus, my lovely fellow frenz there and also will leave my buddies here. Leaving to a new environment and for the promise of better future, I hope.

~BooBoo and Blackie~

Back to the day when I was at my training campus, I used to gang up with BooBoo (oops, I think I really miss u too much!), SW and Erma. We played games whenever we felt excited and "high", and also smashed BooBoo around the lab with insanity. Oh dear, are we really doing something for which an engineer is not suppose to do? Haha. I enjoy the day when I was not being disturbed by the psychodelics here. I enjoy my training life in peace while having to enjoy the view of nice tranquility of the campus expansion. It is a place where I've gained back my self-confidence, self-motivation, and also self-recovery (from being sick of surrounded by psychodelics) , which is the most important of all. That's why Mi Fern actually had discovered that I had changed. Besides, it was very nice to know LUK, who is kindly gentle to led us back to the lab to keep our own stuffs when the building was on fire. I do feel sorry for him because I am always being naughty to tease him and disturb him. But it's not my fault la!!!

Looking back at the transformation that I had after going through all these years, I've been switching into a more matured gal, and also more independent, who holds stronger and tighter beliefs to rationality. After underwent those hardships, which happened due to the challenges triggered by those totally insane psychodelics, you will definitely find a way to get yourself out of the traps and also to get rid of them. How? Scolding lo. There's no point living in such an environment where you are being used as a tool by psychos. There's also no point living in such an environment where you are always controlled by somebody which you rely on. When the friendship has been set up which there's not much trustworthy we had on each other, I don't think the friendship is meant as it is anymore. Maybe that's the world I'm going to face next, but I think this is going to be fantastic to me, coz I'm getting more experienced to get rid of the psychos. Hehhe..... May be they don't know how to define sincerity. May be they are making full use of their time to think of the nonsense and also of how to set you up. May be they don't know how to live in the way of being considerate all the time.

Yippie, I'm celebrating myself for having to leave those psychos. Although I'm struggling my project all alone, but I'm still grateful that I use to have lovely and true friends who are always there to support me. Thanks to all of you! I'm sure to miss you all and miss the time we had shared together.