Final Dedication

Let's countdown. Few more days to go, 7 days left precisely. Staring at the clouds is doing nothing. However, it means much more gloom and rain. This is because these days are windy. It is hard to understand why I came here, but it is more important to realize the value that adding life cover brings. There is much joy, sadness and anger for what I had been through. I found the gift which fuels and heals up myself. Thanks to all my truthful friends all these while. Your kindly support are very much appreciated. Celebrating together makes more worthwhile memories. Thanks to them especially, who always inject me with extra doses of encouragement and motivation. Your lovely smiles, and applauses are great welcoming cheers in making the party enjoyable all the time.

I had been through depression. I was drowned, and haunted by nightmares. Instead of grieving, I became aggressive and started to look answers at the wrong places. I was spiraling out of control in darkness. Seemingly, I was intoxicated by unidentified venom. I was collapsed and fallen. My head was foggy because I was unable to solve problems myself. Thanks to those psychedelics who wake me up from fooling around!

The hard part came when I was binded to work under insane supervisor. Wearily caught up in crazy getups, I wonder what the rational points might be. If there was obvious witness and videotape which can show the horrible reality than I am working without dignity and sensationalism, it will be worth more than a thousand words. I am happy because I realized the worst is over, now that the truth has been told. The fear has faded away, to be replaced with profound happiness and excitement.

Luck strucks when I am soon required to enter interviews. I feel I could encounter perfect legacy for myself for which I could bring myself to life again, leaving powerful lessons behind. There is still another glimmer in the gloomy sky. As we watched, it could grow bigger.